UPDATED , reposting 4 yrs. To the day of her passing. Glory to God and his resting place in his arms we are embraced and I will not refuse the comfort that the Lord gives so lovingly, so softly🌹🌹 ————————————————+Sometimes, well lets be honest majority of people do not have the upbringing we would’ve chosen, mine as not an exception either…one of the pains is the death of a woman I hardly knew even though from birth till my early teens I lived among her..my mother..though it is complicated to say the least she had a disdain of hate, or at least a extreme dislike for me most of my life. Thank God the last yr of her life she grew a softer heart. She died in the hospital on lifesupport after a grueling 3 days due to her using a belt to kill herself..I was the last person to talk to her on phone right before it happened. My brother found her and gave her cpr as her late husband stood over her body not helping..much more but I will spare some details… I suppose after 2 years I have learned to somewhat grasp that relationships dont always go the way you would want, and not knowing what having a mothers love truly feels like. With that God gave me hope as she was lying there unable to speak or anything as me and my brother prayed over her, the Lord as a whisper was telling me to let go… I remember some private time the day before I sat next to her body lying there with the machines breathing for her, holding her hand and praying asking God to Grant her salvation, and If for some reason she could hear me, I prayed and spoke outloud with tears, asking God if this for some reason that I cant explain is the only way for her to escape death in the spiritual sense to take her, but if she could awake and miraculously be healed and live on earth and make it then to do that.( as she suffered from what the world calls bi polar manic depression)..I spoke to her many things, apologies included, and prayed asking her to choose Jesus as her saviour in hopes she could hear me..as I was holding her hand, noticing how much they look like mine, I tried to speak her into moving her fingers to move, but nothing..the Lord again thru the night kept whispering to let go..God has truly given me hope that just like the theif on the cross that the Lord decalred would be with him that day in paradise so as my mother as well. I am writing this in hopes for some reason maybe, just maybe someone will be comforted by a piece of my life, and it also helps me open up a part of me..May the Lords Glory fill the air as his breath( spirit) breathes true life into his people, and leads us away from darkness….blessed be the name of the Lord.
This is when I was in Puerto Rico by the ocean the Lord spoke to me and told me he was going to show me something that day something me and my sister in Christ would both see and this is what I had seen. The Lord is true and faithful good and holy great is the Lord for God truly is The Great” I Am”… though this picture is beautiful it does not captivate when I was there looking at it, so beautiful and faithful are the Lord’s promises.
Well this is not quite a poem but a thought. something I feel deep inside a knowing, a sensing , whatever you may call it may it be as the Lord decides. My next stop Puerto Rico I leave the 1st of January the first of the year for 9 days. I sense something will happen there. something I will see, something I will witness, something of God’s plan, something which I’m not sure of ,but I know the Lord is in it. May I ask for those of you that choose too, to please pray for me to be used , to see, to walk, to do, and to see the spirit song of the Lord . To give to those in need of truth, of love, joy , and Light, the Splendor of delight. I don’t know exactly what will happen as I have stated but something mysterious something that will become anointing, a joining .may you all be blessed, may you all Be in Perfect Harmony with the spirit of Truth is overflowing in my Awakening is coming near the next phase of my life as I pray the next phase of yours. Growing learning new chapter new verse. Be in awe and beauty in the heart in the mind focused steadfast.
harmonious truth without him there is nothing that can be done nothing under the sun. Why do people not accept the truth, ? Weather It Be pride, religion or arrogant peaks of tongue and cheek? People look at me as if I am speaking these things out of a religious mind, or from a family that was brought up in this (i was not) some see it in their bases of pride of what they see is right. the Lord sees all . in us he plants his truth but many want to be deceived because they won’t take the love of the truth. Why do we at all at any time deceive ourselves? The enemy Roars about seeking whom he may devour. though some say this is the way , or that is the way, …no my friends there is only one way and those that have the spirit of Truth know when it is upon them. There’s no Envy to be had no Pride to be taken in .there is no “I know I’m right and you’re wrong though many think this is the way to the Heavenly place it is not it is full of sin. The Lord intervenes in people’s hearts and Minds even if they don’t acknowledge they will one day come face-to-face with the king who will ask them why did you not receive me? Why when you had time? Time is irrelevant here no instead of love you only have fear and pride. I did not want this for you I wanted you to be with me do you not understand this? gives me sorrow upon sorrow I do not wish death but life to all , but majority don’t want truth they want their ways and they want it all. Now my friends what I just said I pray it was from the Lord for it is not me who makes these threads. I’m not one to boast in myself for there is nothing about me that anyone would take notice of me , for the Lord is good and he is the living bread eat of him and become one and be ready for he is coming soon. there will be a turbulent wind , all will bow and knee to the Lord some will be in shock, and some will be sore. But those that received the truth not from family lines of meaning by what they’ve been taught by men but the Lord’s Spirit who intervened in them when they took him at his word and knew it was the Lord thy God who saves you from the perilous world of sin to bring you into the Heavenly place to be with him. HOLY HOLY HOLY is the Lord God Almighty there is none other praise Yeshua for he is king of kings and Lord of lords for those that truly seek truth they will find because God is good and he will not desert those that cling to him in perilous times. The Lord is coming the children of light will know the season it is those in darkness that it comes like a thief. A season in itself can last however long that Elohim decides it to be I do know even though some will possibly read this and think who is she? I am no one but a vessel but the Lord has shown me I will be walking around on this Earth when the last trumpet is blown this I know and I do not doubt it will come to pass though it may tarry it will come.
The Lord is your maker do you not understand? …⏰ blessed be you all with Love and a soundmind, full of peace that passes ALL understanding..let the spirit of God flow IN you .